Friday, April 27, 2012

shards of glass?

TGIF.
[this picture was taken last summer, at Cochina Beach, at about midnight] ; nothing like sitting on the beach with your best friends smoking a Marlboro. bahaha.

Anyway..
Today everyone seemed to be in a crabby mood at work, left me feeling super tired from dealing with that. But it's over and I get two days of freedom from it. However, I love my job and am grateful. Completely.

Today one of my longest friends Taylor called to tell me that after a month of moving back home  she'll be moving back to St. Pete. =[ which sucks. but she needs to do whats best for her. And this place really gets to her [as it does everyone else]. Life is truly about who you surround yourself with; Oprah once said "choose to be with those who can only take you higher"..and she was right. If someone repeatedly doesn't appreciate you and the effort you make...then you need to do what is truly best for you. ..

Today I picked up my new medication from the pharmacy, I hope this is the last time my meds have to be played with. ugh. I hate having to ask her to up and up and up them. I hate that I even have to be on them. I wish I could just fix what is wrong. But as usual, nothing comes easy.

Sunday is my cousins college graduation party; all of our lives we've been compared. Her life went one way; mine went another. I'm proud of my life. No matter how dull or insignificant it may seem. I'm a good person, I believe in God, I work hard, and I'm responsible and caring. I do my best to do the right thing. I regret nothing;

at all.

xoxox, 

Deezy.

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