Ive been more depressed these last two days than I have in a while; Thinking alot about my life and where it's going. I think this fall i'm going to try to go back to school; to finish my A.S. that way wh. en I do apply somewhere else for something I have a higher chance at getting in. Plus I just want ...something...you know?
I feel like my life is empty...and God is telling me to fill it up.
Lastnight I learned how to make hemp bracelets :) turned out super cute and i love it. I miss making things. And doing little things. Guess I gotta start making me time again. This coming Wednesday i'm supposed to go hang out with a friend from where I used to work; it's been a hot minute since we've talked / hungout ...anything. With all this shit with Pops and Nanny ... it's just been hard to want to do anything;.
yesterday I came to a very hefty realization; I am no longer going to to try to fix other peoples' problems. Its not possible and like it or not their going to make their own bad choices regardless.
Happiness is what you make it.
xoxox,
Deezy.
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