Today was a bad day; I started to feel a panic attack coming on and luckily was able to calm myself. But if it continues I'll have to go see Jo again and have her adjust my meds. can't go through this shit again. the chest pain scares me too bad.
plus i dont really have the cash for health shit.
lol.
I feel so alone and isolated again, thankgod for my long distance best friend, she's always there no matter what and I couldn't possible tell her how much it means. It's funny how you learn who's "ride or die" as they say and who's not.

good shit to know.

anyway- tomorrow I go to another town to work for the first time since I started my new job. So should be interesting; I'm sure she'll be just as nice as everyone else i've met. Seems to be a company trait. . . which is awesome.

waiting on my tax return to come in so I can have A/C in my car again. wooooo.

well, vampire diaries is on tonight ;D Damon is mann gah.

xoxox,
Deezy