guns'n'babies--crazy car crashes--and wierd dreams.

So this really does deserve an entry all it's own. promise; So a couple of days ago I heard about this three year old child, left unattended in his mothers car [and a 6mo old sibling] .. he found her boyfriends gun underneath the drivers seat and shot himself. .. how the hell do you let that happen? I know mistakes happen..everyday. But that was so avoidable in so many ways. I just can't make myself comprehend. Hell, why have it loaded. Was the safety on? why didn't you have it locked in the glove box? and why did you leave a three year old and a practically newborn child unattended in a vehicle?! Honestly; you deserve to get time...for being so stupid. for being so careless with such a precious gift. how breathtakingly pitiful. OH and then yesterday! i was driving to go pick up donuts..yes i am that fat. haha. anyway so not the point.... FOCUSING NOWW! So i'm driving south bound on the highway and on the north bound side I see the most horrific crash scene i've seen ..ever. There was a small car laying completely crushed underneath a Expedition. The car was facing north and the SUV south. Apparently, under the influence, the SUV [carrying 5 passengers] went the wrong direction from a turn lane and went head first into oncoming traffic. ..where he collided and drove over one middle aged woman in her small vehicle. she was sadly killed while the five morons only sustained minor injuries. I do like to drink; BUT I drink where I sleep or I have a DD that I can trust...pure stupidity and carelessness killed that woman... my heart breaks for her family. and my prayers are with them all. _______________________________________________ so dream one involved me being abducted and held hostage; i did kick some serious a double s. let me tell you. i scratched and clawed, hit and spit, kicked and screamed...and it all ended with me running, bleeding, through and orange grove. i woke up covered in sweat. then there was dream two, which was a result of me reading that they're making a new chucky movie. .. i dreamed that he was terrorizing me and the entire time i was asleep i was thinking "this is a mofo'n doll why am i running and not lighting him on fire...wth!" hahahahaha. anyway, it's been a hard week. crazy shit has happened and i'm exhausted. xoxox, Deezy.