only one more week 21. :/ it went so fast.

This was me on my 21st birthday. I didn't go out and get trashed or anything like that. Just had a nice day and spent way too much money. This year has gone by so fast and so much has happened. The best has been getting my new job and reconnecting with my twinny. :) I'm not sure now how I ever went a day without her? All I know is, we were meant to be in each others lives.

The worst would definitely be my Pops dying and dealing with my mental health. It's been such a struggle. Everyday. But i've made it. And hopefully this next year will bring more changes that show me that i'm making progress. I did also get a new job. An awesome job, which I am so thankful for. I am appreciated and valued. TYJ!

As far as romatic relationships are concerned. I've decided 22 is about following my heart and being true to myself. I'm gonna romance myself. That may sound a tad bit odd-but I promise it's not. I'm gonna learn to love myself. I'm gonna start taking care of my mind, body, and soul the way I haven't been for so long. It's time to focus inward and let that radiate outward. Time for fun and for growth. And to prosper. I'm no longer worried about men. When God is ready for me to have that then he will send it to me. ;) and if he looks like Chris Helmsworth ...i wouldn't hate it! kk! holla! hahaha.


Anyway. Here's to a new day!


Love. Deezy.